started MH

content/About/CV.md

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 ## Work
 
+- **March 2023 to now**:
+  - Worked for [2lambda](https://2lambda.co)
+  - That work kickstarted my employment at [Red Queen UG](https://redqueen.ug)
+    where i continue doing consulting work for [2lambda](https://2lambda.co)
+    while also moving into a more senior role of also building up our own team
+    of specialists to work on different future projects.
+
 - **Oct. 2018 to Aug. 2021**:
   - ML-Specialist at [Jobware](https://jobware.de) (Paderborn; german Job-Advertising-Platform)
 
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     - Was awarded **Tutoring-Award** of the Faculty of Technology for excellent tutoring
   - [[FFPiH|Lecture "Intermediate Functional Programming in Haskell"]]#
   - Development of Pandoc-Filters for effective **generation of lecture-slides**
-    for Mario Botsch (Leader Workgroup Computer Graphics) using Pandoc & reveal.js
+    for Mario Botsch (Leader Workgroup Computer Graphics) using Pandoc & reveal.js
 
 ## Education
 

content/Health/Issues.md

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+---
+title: Mental Health
+---
+
+# Mental Health
+
+In modern times many people struggle with mental health issues - and a am by no
+means an exception. The main issue is, that most people just don't talk about it
+and suffer alone, thinking they are alone, and everyone else is just doing fine
+in this hellscape of a modern society. At least that is what you see on several
+social media platforms like Instagram etc.
+
+So even despite my exceptional `[citation needed]` successes that can be seen in
+my [[Work|work]]# i always struggled with issues even to the point of total
+breakdown. Of course i am also guilty of painting a rosy picture of me - just
+look at [[Experience|a summary of my experiences]]# or the
+awesome [[Extracurricular|things i did at university]]#. If you only read that it
+is hard to believe that i basically had to delay my studies from 2007 to 2010
+because i wasn't even really able to leave the house.
+
+Only thanks to the not-that-awful system in Germany and massive financial help
+from my parents i was even able to pursue this way.
+
+## What are my issues?
+
+Well.. it is not completely clear, what all my issues are. Many of those are
+related, some are just the result of coping mechanisms of ignoring other issues.
+
+Currently i am successfully diagnosed with
+
+- social anxiety
+- ADHD
+- transgenderism
+
+and suspected of
+
+- autism (asperger)
+
+All in all: when i feel well, am good rested and have nothing critical coming up
+i am more of what i would call a "high functioning Autist, but not THAT far on
+the spectrum". But it is funny that finding out who i really am i met more
+people that i thought who basically had the same issue and a similar biography
+then me. Some of them get the autism-diagnosis first, others the ADHD one -
+since until some time ago those diagnosis were mutually exclusive.
+
+That's also why many people like me are only really diagnosed as adults, because
+autism hides many effects of ADHD and vice-versa - depending on which one is
+currently dominating. It is basically 2 modes: do everything all at once and
+start everything that grabs your attention - or do a deep dive into a single
+thing. And the exact opposite: The ADHD part being bored by the autism-project,
+the autism-part is completely overwhelmed by the ADHD chaos. Both then leading
+to exhaustion, not being able to do anything .. and basically feeling guilty for
+the things you did not manage to finish.
+
+## The early days
+
+[[TODO]]